Here's an ode to our heroes

Who will never take the time to save a life

Rock n' roll modern day heroes

Tokin' up to ease their ever thinking minds

 

Are you high tonight?

Are you drunk tonight?

Are you coked tonight?

Are you here?

 

How many times must we hear the tale

Of a prodigy cut down before his time

Doing a line and end up in jail

Just to have a gift can turn into a crime

 

Here's a ho for our hero

With her fishnet legs she looks like quite the catch

Only road for our heroes

Druggie spiral down till game is set and match

 

Homage now to hail to our heroes

From us mother fucking zeroes

That we want to be

Come into our lives just riding on the h-train

Looking so damn insane

And still we need to say

 

 

Smiles hung like "Sorry, We're Closed" signs

Whisking us away

While we're still trying to figure out what to say

Tears of what can fog perspective

As we look at all the ways

You could call this the end of another life's phase

 

Time's getting hard to swallow

Lost in our dreams we wallow

There's no one left to follow now

 

Well we see that taking initiative's

The answer to it all

Still it seems like a foreign language call

So we sit and drink and think of things

Relative to none

Who said we're the end of all the fun?

 

Though our will's all but hollow

Still our knees feel like jello

But now I guess it's time to go

Tales of mischief to tell

Gone through some heaven and hell

So now it's time to bid farewell

 

Something's creeping up to my eyelids

How'd you like to take a guess?

Walk away from our mound of cigarettes

 

Left with the world to chase

Just like the whole human race

As all the time goes right to face

 

 

 

Tell me why does life always seem to get the best of us?

And acid rain kicks us all when we are down

Tell me why's rock bottom saved for those who hesitate?

Well I guess I played the part a bit too late

 

And my oh my I guess I blew my try

At the love of my dreams and now I wonder why

I couldn't see where my despondency was taking us

And now that's all I really feel

 

Tell me why does time sometimes feel like it's not around?

And sticks us in a constant state of blue

And written names on the thick of shower steam

Get washed away just when needed most

 

Well we cry and cry for something righteous to come by

And left alone we realize we sigh

So by and by we see it's not all a lie

And now that's all I really know

 

 

Well I've never been so content

In something simply pleasant

As charms anew seem to be blocking my view

In times aside as I wept

Still in her heart I was kept

As things get old, it seems we'll never get old

 

And the scene is nicely dressed

Streamed to my thoughts I like best

And so as lovers call it seems to be my all

To give to you a song to go to sleep

 

Goodnight sweetheart, sleep strong for us

And I hope you'll smile on me tomorrow

Goodnight sweetheart, dream fond of us

And I'll try my best to make it true tomorrow

 

Well I've never been so at rest

Than with my head on your chest

Lulled to sleep by your steady beat

In times you grabbed at my head

And pulled me down to your bed

To share a kiss, how I'd ever miss

 

 

Well she knows I sleep alone tonight
Wishing I could hold her tight
But I guess that's not tonight's master plan
So I left a part of me at home
In you as you sleep alone
Dreaming maybe we don't fit this life

 

With a smile you see
That here I am free
But to me you've grown a sentimental girl
And it hurts from this place
That I can't see your face
But to me you've grown a sentimental girl

 

Well the most relaxing I could rest
With her sleeping head on my chest
But instead I'm making best frineds with my wall
So I let the night air hit my lips
Leaning out my window fix
Doesn't seem I'll see you long to fall

 

 

 

I'm falling into a deep, deep sleep
Can't stay here or risk a white-washed dream
There's nothing to spread to us at heart
But something's made it to my auspicious thoughts

 

I'm sinking into a house I dread
Where no one's meant anything they said
Oh throw me a rope to lift me out
There's only six more screams that
I can shout

 

And when I say goodbye to you
There's nothing I would rather do
Than take that whip to myself
It seems we loved so long ago
But I've got nothing left to show
But tears of gloom, change my world
Oh

 

It's been so long stuck unsung
We've bided our time but now seem done
So if there's nothing left let me go
It's been so long since I go to say no
Oh

 

You know nothing about me.

 

 

Girl
I don't wanna seem dumb to you
But you caught me with my pants down
Ahhhhh

 

Girl
Well I wanna look tough for you
But you caught me with my guard down
Ahhhhh

 

Girl
Well I wanna get close to you
But you saw me ten miles away
Ahhhhh

 

 

 

Well I see you through folds of passion

Shades of brown and red and cloudy green

Spoken silence without an action

Waste my time thinking of what I'll never say

 

And I'll see you with mixed emotions

Until you vanish into what never was

Will I see you with mixed emotions?

I don't think

 

Well my dreams are from a distance

Stuck between my two frustrations blocking you

Spin above me through a pretense

But I just can't seem to call that far ahead

 

And I'll try to recall what I lost

But find nothing but what I never had

Will I lose you to a moment?

I don't think

 

And I'll smile to match your sunshine

But who can compare to the kind of life in you?

And I'll be there, though nothing's left

Or ever was

 

Well I see you through folds of passion

Shades of brown and red and cloudy green

Spoken silence without an action

Waste my time thinking of what I'll never say

 

And I'll sing to you through looks of silence

Until you vanish to the corners of my heart

Ask me to see you with mixed emotions

 

I never will

 

 

 

Everytime she's mad at the world,

she takes it out on me.

I don't think you know me or owe me a "know".

Everytime she's stuck in a hole,

she turns around on me.

Kicking and screaming,

yeah, yeah, yeah.

 

Rough me up baby, take your problems out on me.

Must admit baby, turns me on to see you so angry.

GO AND!

 

Beat me up baby, smash your fist into my jaw.

Break me down baby, I just love to be assaulted.

 

I'm your punching bag and you know its true,

Despite all the things you say.

I'm your punching bag every day.

 

Beat me up now!

 

POW, WHAM, SMASH!

POW, WHAM, SMASH!!

 

 

 

Things would be great

If I could be with you

Things wouldn't suck

If you would be mine

But she's a bitch

And I'm a loser

She's out of my league

I'm not in her time

 

And they wonder why I'm always on the go

If she is always gonna say no

Cause it'll never happen in my life

 

Well in my dreams

She thinks I'm her lover

I'm always the best

At making her smile

But in my life

She thinks I'm a stalker

And all of her guys

They beat up on me

 

And they're counting up the tears that I pay

When she won't even give me the time of day

And it'll never happen in my life

 

She should accept

What I have to offer

Or reason with me

And show me a door

But she's a fox

And I'm a rocker

Not a good match

She knows that for sure

 

And it'll always happen this way

She'll roll her eyes at whatever I say

Cause it'll never happen in my life

 

Night before last

I wrote you a sonnet

But haven't the chance

To read it to you

Cause when she sees

My face she will vomit

So she cannot know

What can come from me

 

And they wonder when will I just give up?

Cause I just seem to have the worst of luck

And it'll never happen in my life

 

Oh pretty girl
I would say it's your loss

But I would be wrong

Cause I didn't win

And I'm still here

The same old poindexter

Waiting for you

To fall in my trap

 

Cause I know I can never give up

Until I end up wrapped in your love

But it'll never happen in my life

 

 

--Smile At Me

 

Smile at me

If you can't I'll leave you alone

It's plain to see

You're an enigma in my mind

Wink at me

And I don't think you'll feel wronged

Smile at me

If you can't I'll leave you alone

 

My love is like skeet skat skoo skabba skee

Your love is like beeby shooby wooby shoo wow

But I can make it work

Sing to me baby you bring out the lazy

And I'm growing kind of tired as it is

But if you'll sleep here then I'll sleep right through the war

 

Your touch is like shizzle wizzle fazzle fizzle

My touch is like "I'm so white"

But I can make it nice

Come kiss me baby you make me go crazy

And I'm getting kind of tired of being sane

So touch me and I'll bounce right off the walls

 

Your voice is like waaaa sooby samanana

My voice is like rubba dub dub

(cause he's a little scrub)

Dance for me baby you look like a daisy

And my eyes are growing sore as it is

So love me and I'll never need to move another inch

 

 

Once upon a time you called me handsome

I said "Baby you look beautiful"

Prince Charming's best lines suck compared to mine

Once upon a time you said "I like you

and I think it's more than I like a friend"

But I just smiled my lips and made you wait

 

Who's chasing who?

I don't know but it's kind of fun

And it's something new

And by the end of it we both won

 

Once upon a time I held you in my arms

And said "Baby this just feels right"

I see the space when you're gone and I just feel lost

Now some time has past some spontaneity's gone

We've both found what we're looking for

The thrill is dull but it still feels nice to me

 

Who's fooling who?

I don't know but it don't feel good

And I still need you

But it doesn't seem for the best anymore

 

Once upon a time I thought we'd never part

You had a stronghold on my heart

Your wet and tender kisses would never leave my lips

Now some time has passed and there's been others now

I know that none compare to you

But that's ok cause there's still one plot turn left

 

Who's loving who?

I think we can settle somewhere in the middle

But me and you

Are destined to live happily ever after

 

And this time I mean it when I say

"I'll never let you go away"

You'll never see me walking out your door

Once upon a time you fell in love with me

And me, I fell in love with you

This fairy tale ending will never end for us

 

Oh, this beautiful ending that's in store

Will never end for us

 

 

 

I'll ask you for an honest answer

when you come home at night do you still wish I were here?

And did you sometimes get the feeling when you held me?

that you couldn't want more out of life

 

Maybe

that was youth taking its toll on two not

Willing

to grow up just yet

How does

that explain when I close my eyes

I'm haunted by your blurry face.

 

Lie to me and tell me

You're not as miserable as I am

Cause 2 minus 1 is me again

and that's better than seeing you cry

 

It's sad to say that I'm getting good at being broken-hearted

And you're the love of my life

And walking through my days I just feel out of place before I started

Cause you're not on my arm

 

Maybe

that was love taking its toll on two not

Ready

to comprehend just yet

How does

that explain that I have

no doubts of what I felt

 

I can't seem to get rid of this heavy, lumpy feeling

so I don't care to try

Do you remember how ranbunctious we were?

never caring about getting into trouble

How I long for those days

How I long for those days

You were young and I was immature

But we had all we needed in each other's eyes

 

Maybe

that was fate taking its toll on two not

Destined

to turn out that way

But if I'm serving my purpose why am I

Haunted by your blurry face?

 

 

 

I started as a little boy and mom told me what to wear

Now when it comes to fashion guys like me dont seem to care

Because I can slam my 6-string you cant tell me what to do

I sold my soul to rock n roll and now all I wanna do is

ROCK!

 

Lose my mind into the loud my conscience never there

Cause now Ive lost my wits and attempt things that youd never dare

My soul is safe, safe and warm inside my heart-filled words

Slip into the land of chords and all I wanna do is

ROCK!

 

Sell your soul to rock and roll again

You can be my one and only friend

You will stay with me until the end

Sell your soul to rock and roll again

 

 

 

Consciously thinking about how I lost my consciousness

and why in the world my life got so bland

And when this annoying mosquito of life

will stop sucking my dried-up, lifeless hand

 

Where is my flyswatter?

I've been looking, but why do I bother?

I'll bring her down

 

Down to the ground like that punkass did to me

and shoved my bruised up face into the dirt

I'll send her home; she'll send me a ticket

Destination: How could HELL be any worse?

That's when living caught my love again.

 

 

You be my inspiration

And I'll tell you just what to say

Well I don't need medication

Just need to find my way to you

 

When you looked at me with those hypnotic eyes

You put me under your spell

Now I'm waiting for the day when you tell me this isn't real

Waiting for that morning bell

 

You be my complication

And I'll tell you just how to melt

You be my better reflection

And I'll show you 10,000 welts

 

None for hire nothing's on fire tell me your desire

And I swear that I will try to fulfill

On the wire a little tired tell me I'm a coward

And I swear that I will try to make well

 

You be my juxtaposition

And I'll show you why we go together

You be my relocation

And I'll take you up to the sky

 

 

Well you can't kill the locust

You can't kill the beast

You can't kill my feelings within

And you don't know the least

Running here running there running 'round everywhere

You are such a tease

Gotta find a way gotta find a way to stop, go!

Burning from the freeze

 

Bubbling inside, and you can't seem to find your way back home

All precious moments just seem to disappear

Surface around you, you best go run and hide before you find

All you know is nothing at all

 

Well you don't know these glasses

You don't know these eyes

You don't know your own best friend

You think you'd recognize

You don't know your headstrong conscience

You can't hear it scream

You've got shit built up to your head

And things aren't what they seem

 

 

A couple of days ago

I heard that song that was on the radio

It got me thinking back to when I first heard its rhyme

In my youth way back in time

 

Mr. Mysterio

Thank you for that supersong you wrote

You'll never know all the lovers and friends and people you've touched

With just another hit song

 

It was a monday afternoon

I was heading home from another mindless day

I heard your chords that put the life back in me

For the rest of my life I couldn't get it out of my head

 

 

 

You are so beautiful to me

you make me wanna sail the Seven Seas!

It's hard to believe that you and I are "we" cuz

 

You are my girlfriend and I

smell like a dirty pig sty.

You're all that matters to me

You always smell like flowers

I never take my showers.

But I love you and you love me.

 

You are so brave and strong to me

those are two things I'll never be

 

You are my girlfriend and I'm

the one who goes home and cries.

You're all that matters to me

You always smell like daisies

I smell like a pansy

I'm not part of the solution, I'm the problem.

 

You are my girlfriend and I

sing like a bird is dieing

you're all that matters to me

I wrote this song so that I

could show you just how that I

suck at writing emo songs.

 

You're Colin's girlfriend and he,

smells like a skunk that's rolled in crap

You're all that matters to him

You always smell like flowers,

trust me he never takes his showers

But I love you and you love me.

 

 

 

He was always one to point

his finger at the government

In his future skipping taxes

and never paying rent

 

He's not a capitalist, he probably hate me and you

for being intolerent of his political views

Jura is an anarchist but leave him alone

times will change and he'll have grown

 

 

All the wind in the world in my face

Smiling through my stone cold eyes

No rest stop for some miles ahead

But that's ok cause I got no place to go

 

Can't be wrong to be a bad boy

Live vicariously through me

Cause I experience more life on the road

In one night then you will ever get to face

 

I walk in a bar to get myself some whiskey

It's gonna be a long night

One-eyed Joe comes up to me and says

Hey punk get the hell out of here

 

He pulls out his knife I pull out my gun

In one swipe he is blind

Just one night in a thousand night saga

Till someone gets me in my sleep

 

 

The corporate buildings are still standing high

And all I want is a paycheck to close my mind's eye

But what do you suggest that we should do

When the one who tears the buildings down is you

and you've already brainwashed most of the American youth

 

Don't you see we want to make a change

to most of the youth this may seem strange

We're promoting individuality

 

You started as an independent company, born in 1892

you, like us, promoted individuality

you took the same route as blink 182

sold out for the better of you company

...your new corporate company.

Spike! (?)

 

 

I once knew this asshole, but i don't remember his name

he always told me what to do

He said, "Shut your mouth kid, your songs don't have nothing good to say.

Give em' to me, I'll make them A-OK."

 

My country 'tis of thee

Brainwashed and angry

they think the radios have good music

Guess what...they don't.

 

We walk around like ignorant fools,

attending workplaces; going to schools

Our lives are manufactured; predestined

 

Its all the same

The president points the blame

as we stand here

don't ask questions

shut our mouths

follow rules

agree to be slaves to these power-hungry fools.

 

 

I sing my mind

So play a song

A song to end

All other songs

A dream to dream

All other dreams

A hope to light

All other hopes

A headache comes

Into my head

And soon enough

I will be dead

But till that day

Who gives a shit

So turn it up

And play it loud

 

A pit so large

A crime so dear

A lust so strong

We wouldn't dare

You can't predict

The loved and lost

There's no such thing

I've come to see you here

 

This very well may be

The last time I will see you here

I've decided to go back to what I do best

I can't imagine a lifetime

With that same old boring trick

I've decided to go back to what I do best

 

Creation starts

With a touch

And a spark

Brings life to you

And suddenly

You have a choice

To know between

Your right and wrong

In a perfect world

You and I

We wouldn't think

We wouldn't cry

We wouldn't speak

We wouldn't bleed

We wouldn't know

We'd only love

 

You may not see me around no more

But rest assured I'll always watch

Every moment

Every day

You know where I'll be

There are all those days I'd look into your eyes

and you didn't look back at mine

And I don't know what to expect from

a girl like you

 

You're so cool.

I'm a drag.

Screw your boyfriend

and his porno mags

 

Take me out; show me a good time

I don't think you're happy with how it is

Gimme a chance

And I swear I'll never bother you again

 

You told me to call you but I don't pick up the phone

In fear of what you'll say to me and how you've labeled me

Hoping you didn't assume my personality

 

We went out; had a good time

6 months and we're still holding strong

thanks for giving me a chance.

 

 

It was a fateful day when my 2nd grade teacher introduced me to my first love  it wasn't in the form of a girl or even of a human.  I named it Cluck the Duck.  I knew my time had come when the bus dropped me off at school that day.  The Nurse told me they were having trouble with the incubator.  The bad news was prophecized, but when I actually went to see, my senses seemed to be saying, "What the hell is wrong with me?"  But I knew what had happened.  The incubator had overheated, Cluck had died.

 

 

Here's to those

Who like it loud

And never tell us

Turn it down

Here's to those

Happy cops

Who when we're outside

Make us stop

And you know when the day ends we'll have lots of friends

And when we step up on the stage they'll all see

 

We will play

Play our weary hearts out

Until we go deaf

We will sing

Sing these stupid words out

Until we can't sing anymore

 

Here's to those

Who call us heroes

Even though our name

Says we're not

Here's to those

Who've made us laugh

We get through it

On your behalf

And you know when we end we'll have lot's of friends

And just when you thought we were down we'll stand up

 

It's insane to think this will all

Last forever but forever's all I will take

It's insane to sacrifice all we have

But this is all we want

We're insane to think a fortune

But we can't get through with failing dreams

It's all insane but when we hit the stage

 

 

 

Tonight I took a walk

At 3 AM

And I realized how good it is to be on my own

A normally caged smile

Appears on my face

Cause I can't help but love the things I love

Here's the feel good song of the year

Coming straight to your ear

From the drunken chords of my staunch heart

Lying on my futon at night

I can't help but wonder

If it ever gets any better than this

 

So make of it what you will just don't pass up this deal

Tell me now how do you feel that it all seems so real

Do not shade your eyes as it passes you by don't turn away

Just remember hold your head up high on this bright summer day

 

One night I jumped from my body

I felt beside myself

So I sat beside myself and explained a few things

I said "Hey buddy buddy

You got it so much better than you ever give it credit for

Eat your greens they'll make you stronger"

So I think about those things I love in my life

Those very special things

That truly make me happy

Skateboarding playing with the band

Watching South Park and The Simpsons

And my girlfriend's sweet behind

 

 

Hey come on guys gather in the car

We need to get there early

To save some good seats

For the Blink-182 concert

I heard tonight they might

Even use the F word

 

All the punks call me poser

All the hardcores call me sell-out

All I wanna do is wear my Abercrombie

And make a difference in the world

 

Hey come on guys come and bleach my hair

I heard that it is the

New cool thing to do

We wouldn't want our look to be out of date

Or else our cheerleader girlfriends

Will break up with us

 

Hey come on guys gather in the tent

We'll have sex with each other

It'll be a great time

I heard that all the kids were doing it these days

We wouldn't want to

Be uncool

 

 

 

Like a dagger through my heart you tell me you love me

I'd be better off if you hated me

At least then I wouldn't have to worry bout if it would ever happen again

 

What the hell is wrong with me

That you can get with these other guys

That you barely know

But when it comes to me you won't give me the time of day

I've loved you for so long

But you can't just understand

That there is more to life than

Screwing with some poor kid's heart

 

I can't remember the last time that I wrote a song about flowers or butterflies

Beautiful things flying around my head but they might as well be fallen angels

 

 

Run away so my no one can see me

anything to get through life easy

But it's not gonna happen

It just doesn't work that way

 

My parents think that they own me

But they made mistakes before me

Still not gonna happen

It'll never work that way

 

Everything's blowing up in my face and I do not know why

African Battle Cry!

I can't wait till the day where I can see you cry

I hope you know I'll be stuck here till the day I die

African Battle Cry!

Everything's blowing up in my face and I do not know why

 

To the mall we're gonna steal some CDs

Tell a girl that her makeup is cheesy

Not gonna happen

It just doesn't work that way

 

Mom and Dad they think they own us

But they made mistakes before us

Not gonna happen

It just doesn't work that way

 

 

 

They say if it's true you'll feel it

How come she can't feel it too?

I took too long to say it

Now it is over for me

Pining for your emotions

What you ask of me I don't know

But I'd do anything

For one brief moment in your heart

 

Stuck here again 2 AM

With nothing better to do

And all I've got is my guitar

And broken dreams of you

 

I see your reflection in my past

And how you'd smile at me

But now you're gone and all I've got left

Is my smile for you

And I plead with you now

If you ever felt the same way

Think of me now and then

Cause I'll never get you out of my head

 

 

They come for everyone, hey they might come for you

if they get the money they'll do what you tell them to do.

Sometimes a family feud is what it's about

They'll come to you house with a tommy gun and take you out!

 

Don't mess with them just don't get involved

A problem for them is not a problem solved

His name's Big Tony and he is really tall

Look out, you may be the next to fall.

 

They come for everyone, hey they might come for you

if they get the money they'll do what you tell them to do

I overhead the word of what it's about

They're gonna come to my house with a tommy gun and take me out!

 

 

--Samantha

 

I saw her for just one night

I knew everything was right

Me and you.

But it turned out I was wrong

to think that she's the one

cause she didn't think the same about me

She said things behind my back

But it wasn't behind my back

I was on the phone when you said it

All I can say...

 

She thinks I'm Gay!

 

She made fun of my friend

right to his face

she's a jerk we all agree

she walks around like she owns the place but she doesn't

She thinks I bat for the other team

She thinks I'm different

 

I'm not gay.

 

 

--Numb

What makes me so goddamn unlovable?
What makes me not care if my pride gets stomped?
Why does everyone call me an idiot?
Why do I not care if I fail?
I'm just lazy I'm just dumb
I'm just strung out I'm a bum
I'm not loyal I'm not fun
And my brain is going numb

1 2 3 4

--Piecewise Function

Hey who is that there standing in the corner
not associating with anyone else at the party?
They say I don't belong they say I don't fit in
They say I'm different they say I'm out of line

Call me outcast call me loner call me what you will
Just remember I'm rubber and you are glue
Call me outcast call me weirdo call me lonely cowboy
Just remember you're talking to cement

Hey who is that there listening to weezer
Instead of listening to N'Sync?
I really don't care what they say about me anyway
I'd rather sit at home and play my guitar

Cement won't answer you
When you tell it you're in love with it
Cement won't give a damn
It just prefers to harden up when mixed with water

Hey who is that there thinking for himself
Whatever happened to his annual brainwash?
I'd rather not be popular in high school
Than ever have to fit in with your standards

--Truth

It all starts
With one hit
You've got a problem
Deep in shit
Eyes bloodshot
All alone
Grind your nails
Down to the bone

Come to me and then you'll see the truth with eyes clear as can be so
Let me teach you all the lies that everyone tells to you so
Come to me I'll let you see how terrifying truth can be and
Temptations can kill you before you even know what you're doing
Come to
Me and
Behold
The truth

It all ends
With no sound
Buried 6 feet
In the ground
Just one day
Screwed up life
Same mistake
Cuts like a knife


--Stagger Take

Well lately i've been making lots of mistakes
screwing up in life not getting a break
but what can you do when all of your friends call you dumb?

Reputation going down the drain
one more mistake i'll go insane
but how can you fight when your fist is going numb?

What should I do when it comes down to this?
I get no respect when it comes down to this.

--The Emo Song

Can he make you smile?
The way that I can
Can he make you laugh?
When you're feeling blue
Can he make you love him?
The way that I can
Does he make the first move?
Or leave it to you?

It's just like every other song that's been written before
Recited from a broken heart
You left alone and now I am stuck here
Just singing the emo song

Does he say your name?
The way that I do
Does he make you feel
All warm inside
Does he know your thoughts?
The way that I do
When I see you
I want to run and hide

--The Week of Disappointment

It must have been the week of disappointment
Ill tell you now that nothing was going right
First my car broke down
So then I had to hitch a ride

I said some things that I'd regret
Nothing ever seems to last
If I could travel back in time
Id change the things I've said in the past

It must have been the week of disappointment
Ill tell you now that nothing was going right
Later on that day
I got into a fight with a friend

--Graduation

Well I've been thinking about this moment for the longest time
And after all of this I wonder what in the world I will find
It seems like yesterday that I was only a little boy
And now I'm wondering how the hell to say goodbye to all my friends

So I wonder how the hell we made it
How did it not fall out of our hands
So let's go out and have some fun
Twelve years in the making and we're done

Well I've been worrying about this moment for the longest time
And now I'm wondering where the hell I will go from here
But then I realize the fat lady has not sung yet
So let's go out and have a little bit of fun one more time

--Down On My Luck

August 10
Saturday night
stormy sky
stormy goodbye
I wave my hand to you as we walk throught the pouring rain, and
Not a clue
as to why
I'm alone
as I lie
I wish that one of these days your hand will come waving back at mine again

Train of thought
thinkin why
train of thought
running dry
lost on ideas and my visions of you are causing all my pain

Well I don't have a thing to do
but sit around all day thinkin of you
Shut down
Struck Down
Won't let you keep my luck down

 

 

 

Forgone

Gone now

Out of my life somehow

And that's the way that I want it to be

Went out

Had fun

No serious connection

Of all past things to come and bite me in the ass

 

She said she wanna see me again I don't care

Don't try and change things that don't wanna be changed

I'm a jackass

 

Went out

The door

And don't come back no more

Cause that's the way that I want it to be

Stuck here

By force

I wish I had my choice

But now she has a collar around me

--Impossible for Alyson

It's impossible for Alyson
She's stupid, screwed up, and she's a dumb blonde
She will never get a boyfriend
She's stupid, screwed up and she's a dumb blonde
it's impossible, it's impossible

--Take Me As I Am

Good Intentions
Are what you never had
you were always after stuff I didn't have

What to say or what to do
everytime I look at you
Puzzle doesn't fit when you're missing pieces
Pieces of good intentions

Ever since that day I took you out
I've been sinking to the bottom
Don't know how you act and talk like that
Threw your conscience right into the dirt

No morals and no goals
Not devoted
stole my life and stole my fun
Not devoted
1..2..3..Go!